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27th May 2012

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27th May 2012

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Anonymous asked: It seems you and I share a similar view on death, life suicide. Nice to know I'm not the only one who thinks this way.

Welp, I was expecting to get flamed for my views, even though all my views are fact-based, science-based, and theory-based. I’m glad someone else gets it, though. It’s nice to know there’s other people in the world who have similar views.

People have no idea the comfort it brings when someone /actually/ understands something about another person, seeing as so many people just throw about the phrase ‘i understand’ like it’s fuckin’ candy.

27th May 2012

Question

Anonymous asked: You are needed, you are loved, you are cared for. I care. You are NOT alone. Please hold on to YOUR tomorrows. Suicide is a permanent solution to a TEMPORARY problem. You are not alone. Let me take your hand and walk with you through the shadows to YOUR sunnier tomorrow. :-)

Wow, no. Just, no.

I don’t need, nor want, generic responses like this. I know you mean well, but …I can’t think of another way to say it other than ‘you don’t understand’, albeit that’s a stereotypical, immature teenager response and I’m not even a teenager.

I am alone. No one cares. You don’t care because you don’t know me. There’s a small chance, realistically, that if you knew me you would care…but don’t you DARE going around saying that you “care” to people that you don’t even know because that’s humanly impossible. Another thing you’re wrong on.

Suicide is NORMALLY a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Suicide is ACTUALLY a permanent solution to A problem, whether it be temporary or permanent. You don’t know. You can’t see the goddamn future. Neither can I, so don’t try to think you can and preach some nonsensical quote like that that’s been incorrectly popularized and dished out to people who know better for years on end.

No one on this earth is “needed”. Everyone dies. The planet will die. The universe will die. It’s all been scientifically proven that nothing lasts forever. Everything has a time limit, including human life. NO ONE is “needed”. Nothing is needed. People just made up that word to make them feel better and to give them something to relate a circumstantial thing to (ie, needing air to survive, needing a hammer to nail something, etc).

There may be a sunnier tomorrow. But there may also be a darker tomorrow. You don’t know. Neither do I. I’d rather take my chances and speed up the inevitable PROVEN fact of death than trudge through a slue of uncertain shadows and light.

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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26th May 2012

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