There is no hope for the weak.

22nd October 2012

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I hate people.

I especially hate little fucking kids who don’t understand anything. Like, those goddamn 14 and 15 year olds? Fucking hell. I just wish they’d all fucking disappear till they’re older and actually understand things.

It’s hilarious how I can normally go to tumblr on my main blog to feel better and I can talk to people…but no. Little ignorant brats can easily push someone over the edge. Why? Because they’re fucking RETARDED. They don’t understand a goddamn thing or how their actions affect anyone because they’re selfish fucking brats who, most of them, still live under mommy and daddy’s roof and haven’t even been in the real world yet.

I wish they’d all fucking die.

I haven’t cut in a long fucking time. I’d MUCH rather cut them up till they bled out and died but that’s not fucking possible right now. So whatever.

Just cut and do drugs. Because everything will be fucking fixed if I do some fucking drugs. Coz then they won’t fucking exist in my reality.

But seriously.

I hate everyone.

I wish everyone would just die. I wish this whole goddamn world would just fucking stop. Explode. Something. Maybe I’ll just go ahead and fucking off myself along with everything else I’m doing. Not like a single goddamn person on this earth would even relevantly give a damn.

15th September 2012

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I can’t fight myself anymore.

I really can’t.

I don’t have anywhere to turn.
I can’t think of any other way out.

I’ve been crying so hard for hours and cutting and I still feel as awful as I started.

I can’t anymore.

I can’t I can’t I can’t.

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